I have spent much of my life not turning to you not loving you and not trusting in you.
And my sorrows and grief fill my heart.
I am sorrowful because of my own sins and wickedness before you
I grieve because I wish I have only known you all of my life
You have been my God before since I was in my mother's womb since I nursed at her breasts since I knew how to walk
And you pursued me when sin encroached and preyed on my flesh
You loved me when I was being devoured and consumed
And you rescued me
I see you and I hear you and I know you love me because there is no other who could care for me love me so tenderly and perfectly save me
I love you Lord and I will worship you my Redeemer.