What terrible tragedies have plagued my life for all of my life? Why must I take the brunt of everyone's sins? They have tortured me they have bruised me they have wounded me they have sought to kill me. But, you, my God have sustain my life thus far I am now on the other side of tragic events I am now on the other side of circumstances I am now on the other side of pain and I have seen clearly where you have been with me and where you are for me. My God, It is that Satan and his demons prisoners in their own sin and in the world hell and death sought my destruction but I am not dead yet because you have number my days and my life is in your hands. If I were to die here I will forever live with you and be with you. All of my days I will dwell in your house forever. It is there I will get to sing and worship and live and move with you forever. Do with me as you will for you are my precious Lord and God. And I live to serve you alone. Amen.