My One Joy
I write with my words
  all the time
  that these people who have warred against me
  when they have sought to end my life
  when they have chipped away at my heart
  they are not my enemies
  but they have been captured by the Enemy.

I know this truly
  but I cannot help to feel the pain
  from the wounds they have left.

My God,
  you have granted me repentance
  when I have sinned against you 
  and you were quick to forgive me.

Grant me forgiveness
  O Lord
  to give to them
  and would you save them, O God?
  you are the only God
  who is mighty to save.

But if it be your will
  not to save them to you,
  then I pray
  as your Son prayed
  "Lord, forgive them
  for they do not know what they do."
  They have hurt me
  but you can forgive them
  and not punish them
  because I am no longer identify with those pains
  because I am only identify
  with the life,
  death
  resurrection
  and ascension 
  of my only, only Lord Jesus Christ
  who lived
  and died for me.

Praise be your holy name forever.

Amen.