How many times do I fall back into the depths of the ocean to drown in my own sin to return back to my vomit to die another death to run away from you? How many times do you love me do you care for me do you keep me do you find me do you rescue me How many stars are there? How many grains of sand? How many drops of ocean? How many blades of grass? How many waves of sun? What is that number? Doesn't compare to your unending love for me. Amen.