The Psalm
Psalm 54 (CSB)
For the choir director: with stringed instruments. A Maskil of David. When the Ziphites went and said to Saul, “Is David not hiding among us?”
1 God, save me by your name, and vindicate me by your might!
2 God, hear my prayer; listen to the words from my mouth.
3 For strangers rise up against me, and violent men intend to kill me. They do not let God guide them. Selah
4 God is my helper; the Lord is the sustainer of my life.
5 He will repay my adversaries for their evil. Because of your faithfulness, annihilate them.
6 I will sacrifice a freewill offering to you. I will praise your name, LORD, because it is good.
7 For he has rescued me from every trouble, and my eye has looked down on my enemies.
The Prayer
You Are My Deliverer
I have seen so many evils in my life
And I thought I had so many enemies
Because they have wounded me
And attempted to destroy me.
I have come close to the edge of death
Because I was desperate for your love
And I cannot bear to live one more moment
Under persecution and torment.
I was already weak.
The schemes of the devil?
They worked.
I was defeated.
And I was no more.
But in whatever way
I cannot understand
You saved me
And you saved me time and time again
No matter how far I stray
No matter if I was faithful
You came and grabbed me and brough me close.
What about that time
When you gave me your peace?
How did I react?
I fled full long into sin
I gave over to lust and temptation
I was seeking nothing from you
Because I thought I had lost everything
I was too blinded
To see
That no matter what I have lost
Even my life
I have everything
Because I have you
You are the holy one of God
Christ Jesus my Lord
I don't need to turn anywhere else
I don't need to go anywhere else
I have you.
You are my All-in-all.
Be my loving God.
Have mercy on me.
Thank you for saving me
And making me your son.
Amen.