My Everlasting Father,
I will never forget the moment when I stood and asked for help I was being tormented and persecuted for the sake of sin and I have always been low because of other people's sin But those people who are not my enemies are not in my control. When I stood and I begged, "They keep doing this to me, help me to control myself help me to cease giving myself the permission to sin against the Holy God." And then and only then did you send help you answered my cries and you begun the healing and the renewing of the mind. Even in the midst of your presence I got frightened as a wounded dog and I ran because I did not know what I was going to do or how painful it was going to be. My God, you did not stop you did not flinch you pursue me you sought me out when i ran from your sweet love. And you captured me and you continued your work. Only You, could have done this. Only you, could have set me free Only you, could have loved me in the way that I needed the most. God, write your word upon my heart and seal it with your Spirit and purchase me with your Som and make me like your child. Keep me do not lose me I adore you now and always. Amen.