My Only Rescuer
In my darkest moments,
greatest fears
deepest pains
I would never turn to you
and instead I would flee
to idols and gods
that I thought would ease the pain
soothe my anxiety
save my soul.
My idols were lust
my gods were pornography
when I was thirsty
I would insist on drinking
crap-infused
toilet water
But you rescued me
you have kept my eyes upon you
you have turn my face
and my heart
to you
the source of everlasting joy.
You are the only one
who has kept me
fully and truly
alive.
I have your Son
who bled and died for me.
I have your Spirit
who has marked me
and is the only one
that will bear witness
that I am your child.
Please keep me closer
do not let me stray
Destroy my idols if you must
Kill my masters if you please
Burn this world around me
Take my soul
because I do not want to go back to hell
I just want to be with you
I love you Lord.