My Only Love
My life
I have only experienced
enemies trying to take my life
attempting to end me
my soul
my heart
and my mind.
They have used me
for their own wickedness
and to fulfill their hearts of sin
and to dispose me
like I am trash.
I am burn with anger
because I feel powerless
but my eyes see
who are my enemies
who have vowed to draw me away from you
and that fills me with rage.
Because you have loved me from all of eternity
and your heart was openly affectionate upon me
and you loved me
and you loved me so much
that you sent your Son
to live and die and rise from death
so I can live, and move and have my being
in you alone.
God, I pray for those
who would try to take my life.
They have failed. Miserably.
Their actions are in completely vain
Show them the wickedness of their sin
and turn their hearts towards you.
Save them from their sins
and from the snares of the devil.
Put Satan and his demons to open shame
because your Son has the keys
to hell and death
How much more glorious would it be
to these supposed enemies
who would have me killed
and then you draw them
and you call them
and you exchange their hearts
and filled them with your Spirit?
That would be spectacular
because that is what you have done for me
You have predestined me?
Predestined them
You have called me?
Call them
You have justified me in my wickedness
that eclipses their own wickedness?
Justify them
You have glorified me
because you have glorified your Son?
Glorify them
You have saved me?
Save them
You have loved me?
Love them.
Save my enemies O Lord
keep them precious in your sight
my Savior and my Redeemer forever.
Amen.